I also had dreams of getting lost and another dream where I looked out of my window and saw a finite sea under my balcony. I decided I will never move out of this apartment, so you can guess I was mighty disappointed once I woke up.
In the morning I was grumpy about practically anything; I got dust stuck to my foot soles from walking on the bare floor, now that the carpets were on the balcony waiting to be dusted and I hadn't mopped the floor.
My stomach was roaring for food, but luckily I didn't have those sweet cravings. I'm still thinking of visiting a doctor next week to talk about them, but I guess I'll wait and see if they get any worse.
After taking a shower and having a breakfast, I mopped the floor and then went to see my parents. I decided to take a bus as I didn't feel like riding my bicycle.
Both of my parents and my brother were home.
My brother's hair has grown from a crew cut to a pixie cut, his body is awfully lean and sinewy and he seems to be very passive- aggressive. I can't help worrying about him, if he's experiencing the problems with money, healthiness, relationships, personal feelings and all around coping with life, the same feelings I experience.
I spent the day surfing on the Internet on my parents' laptop, for some reason I am most productive when using their Internet connection. I helped mom with housework and drank cup after cup of cocoa. I decided I won't buy milk and cocoa powder to my own home as I may grow addicted and replace meals with it, and besides it makes my stomach upset and then I have to take about five dumps a day accompanied with thunderous farts.
Before six o'clock I decided to go home, I hugged and kissed both of my parents, said bye- bye to my brother and told them to take care.
I took the bus 45 to Myyrmäki. It's been a sunny day, but there's a bit of bittersweet feeling of the oncoming autumn in the air.
My nails are in a very good condition, I think I might buy some nail strengthener from a health shop; I don't like Trind nail care products as they have formaldehyde in them.
I have taken up the habit of keeping the balcony door and the window open every weekend, from Saturday morning to Sunday evening, except during nights. I will also close them when I'm not wearing clothes, and when I go out. That way I will have fresh air for the whole week.
Me and routaneito have been planning to go to a theater in Kaarina, a town near Turku, to see an amateur production of Stanley Kubrick's A Clockwork Orange. We will also go see Rocky Horror Picture Show when, and if, it's ever shown in Finland.
Next week there will be a campaign in all of the UFF stores in Finland; all of the Tyrolean clothes will cost 5 euros a piece! I need to get a pink dress because I have been longing for one, and also a purple dress and a brown dress. My mom will also give me an increased allowance to buy new shoes, the vegan biker boots I have wanted for a long time. My current lace- up boots are in a bit of a bad condition, but I can walk with them. I don't feel like throwing them away, so I will give them to charity.
I have taken up the habit of posting my Tumblr reblogs to my LJ, I hope you will enjoy them too.
Alright, now I'm off to dust the carpets, clean up the bathroom and maybe I'll post a couple of photos this evening!