I try to write my diary as much as possible everyday. Now that I think about it, I don't even know what's the point in writing a diary, but it's a comforting thought that my life won't be forgotten.
There are days when I want nothing else than just to kill and fuck, I have wanted to do that ever since I was a kid. I have never killed or fucked anyone, and I hate the idea of doing it. I believe in the sanctity of life and besides I live in celibacy; that is, I don't even have anyone to fuck.
I want to be kind, gentle and loving, and use my bitchy attitude only when defending myself. I want to treat others the way I want to be treated, but I don't have much people around to be treated.
"Sometimes the world is dark and cold
And no matter what I'm told
I'm scared and I'm alone,
And I'm 22 years old
Will you hold my hand?