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I'm slowly getting my energy back

Last night I had a dream where I managed to go to high school on Monday, but on Tuesday my English teacher called me and told me I was late.

I also had a dream where I was Nightcrawler's girlfriend.

In another dream I moved into a new apartment.

I also had one of my most reoccurrent dream; I was in the library of the town where the summer cottage used to be, and I borrowed a book about the TV show The Young Ones.

I got up and went to the bathroom to take a pee and then I went back to bed.

I got up again and took my morning meds and changed from nightie into clothes.
I made coffee.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said I can.

I walked over to my parents' home, mom let me in and my dad was home as well.

Mom made me an omelette, I watched The Good Place and called Elysion.

Later that day I left and went to the Christian cafe. I got mint ice cream and coffee.

I took a train downtown and a bus to a park, walked around and then went back home.

I took my evening meds.

I put oil into my hair tips, washed my hair and put conditioner into it. Then I washed and shaved my armpits and put deodorant into them.

I did the 12- step Korean skincare regiment, put lotion on my skin and put on a nightie.

Tomorrow I will go to Twinkle cafe, I will give a nameday card to Merja.
I will go visit some place, like a park or island or beach.

On Wednesday, my care worker will come for the weekly appointment. I will wash the dishes and fold the laundry and scrub the toilet bowl and change the pillowcase and towels.
I will go visit my parents, and then I will go visit a friend with Mirette.

On Thursday, I will go visit my parents.
They will give me some extra money because my nameday is on Friday.
I will go visit the recycling depot to leave the electronic waste.
I will take a shower, put conditioner into my hair and wash it and put on a hair mask.

On Friday, it will be May Eve. I will receive money; I need to pay my gym membership and recharge my travel card.

On Saturday, I will go to Jazz's home to celebrate Eleclya's and Carrie's birthday.
Once back home, I will do housework.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; they will give me the weekly allowance.
I will call my granny.

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Today was better

Last night I had summer dreams.

I got up in the afternoon and took my morning meds.

I made coffee and got dressed.

No amount of watching Insatiable on Netflix made me interested in doing the morning skincare regiment.

I spent most of the day doing housework; I changed the towels and scrubbed the toilet bowl.

Later I left and took two trains to Rige's home, Mirette and Anton were already there.
We ate treats and talked and laughed.

Later that day I left and traveled back home.

Once there, I took my evening meds and changed from clothes into a nightie, and did the evening skincare regiment.

Tomorrow I will go visit my parents, they will give me the weekly allowance and I will call my granny.

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I wish I was blessed

Last night I had the usual dreams.

I woke up feeling a bit subdued.

I got up and took my morning meds, got dressed, made coffee, and did the morning skincare regiment.

I ordered a dress and a necklace from an online shop.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes I can.
I took a bus to my parents' home, mom answered the door and dad came home later.

I felt so unhappy that I was depressed and anxious.

I went for a walk and then I took a bus back to my hometown.

I bought three greeting cards and proper postage stamps for them, and mailed them immediately.

I went back home, and in the evening I cleaned my teeth, did the evening skincare regiment, applied lotion on my body, and put on a nightie.

Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework, and then I will go visit my friend Rige.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; they will give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.

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Last night I played Pokemon GO and listened to Keeping up Appearances podcast.

I had dreams about going to visit my granny and being Nightcrawler's girlfriend.

I got up and took my morning meds and made coffee. I took a shower and put hair oil into my hair tips, washed my hair and put conditioner into it.

I put lotion on my skin and deodorant into my armpits. I got dressed.

Later that day Anton came for a visit, we left and ran into Furby.

We took a bus to downtown and went to a cafe. I got a pecan brownie with fudge.

We went to four thrift stores.

Once back home, I took my evening meds and started washing laundry.

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Last night I had a dream where I watched the Disney Pixar movie Soul.

In another dream I studied in high school.

In yet another dream, I was in a stone art museum, there was a well that looked like the one from The Ring.

I got up and took my morning meds and got dressed and made coffee.

I did the morning skincare regiment.

Mirette and I left and took a train to another town and then another train to another town.
We went to see our friend Rige.

Later that day, she and Mirette went grocery shopping. I stayed and called my granny.

After they came back, I left and traveled back to my hometown.

I mailed two greeting cards.

I went back home and took my evening meds. I scrubbed the toilet bowl.

Tomorrow I will go visit my parents, I will ride my bicycle there and back. They will give me the weekly allowance.

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Last night I watched the movie X- Men: First Class.

I used the nasalspray I had bought, it made me breathe easily the whole night.

I got up and took my morning meds and changed from nightie into a bathrobe, and made coffee.

I got dressed, and didn't bother with brushing my teeth or applying face cream.

I went to the hairdresser, I had my eyebrows done and my bangs shortened.

After that I bought groceries, then I ordered a box of laundry detergent from Tru Earth.

I went back home, put everything to their rightful places, and then I called my mother and asked her if I can come over. She said yes.

I took a bus to my parents' home, once there mom let me in and dad was home as well.
Mom was cooking dinner.

Later I went out for an urbane adventure.

Once back home, I took my evening meds, brushed my teeth and applied lotion on my body.

Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework, and go visit Rige.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents, they will give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.

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Don't get me wrong, I am not suicidal, but I sometimes wish I had never been born at all. I will die some day, and it scares me. Going to Hell is scary enough, but Heaven is even worse. Wouldn't you get bored of neverending bliss? I wish I had never been born so I wouldn't have to die.

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Life is just one darn thing after another

Last night I stayed awake past midnight.

I went to sleep and had a dream where I moved into an ecological commune.

I got up and took my morning meds and changed from nightie into a bathrobe, later changed into clothes and made coffee.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes.

I went to the convenience store and recharged my travel card.

I walked over to my parents' home, my mom let me in and dad was home as well.

Later that day I took a bus back home.

I was worried how pallid I looked, so I took a shower. I put conditioner into my hair and washed it, and put a hair mask on.

After the shower and three cups of coffee, I left and took a bus and a subway to another town.

I visited a pharmacy and bought a nasalspray for my congested nose.
I went to a knick- knack store and bought fudge filled chocolate buttons.

I traveled back home, took my evening meds and made coffee.

Tomorrow I will receive money. I will go visit my favorite hairdresser and have my eyebrows done and my bangs shortened.
I will buy a Netflix gift card, and order ecological laundry detergent from an online shop.

On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; take out the recycling, change the towels and bed sheets, and clean up my bathroom.
I will go visit my friend Rige.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; they will give me the weekly allowance.
I will call my granny.